Archive for November, 2009

The Top 5 Essential PTSD Stories This Week

Purple HeartsFrom a new bill that expands our efforts to treat military members with PTSD to a controversial experiment trying to predict it, the country was buzzing with PTSD news this week.

Here are our picks for the top 5 stories that you might have missed:

1. The Many Faces of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder – “Because what you have left to live for is the rest of your life.” Matt Gutman writes about PTSD in light of the Fort Hood Tragedy.

2. Teague Basks in Success of PTSD Bill – A win for warriors suffering from PTSD, getting more of the support they need.

3. The Hell of PTSD – An intimate look at a soldier’s struggle with PTSD by Tim McGirk.

4. Military Experiment seeks to predict PTSD – New study asks the question “Can we identify a person’s risk of getting PTSD?” and looks for the answer.

5. Military PTSD Study Way Off TargetDiana Hartman’s insightful perspective on the experiment linked above.

And here is a sixth story that is developing for next week:

6. Vietnam Vet Stages Hunger Strike in Front of White House to Raise Awareness About PTSD – Ongoing story of Thomas E. Mahany, a veteran who’s been on a hunger strike since Veteran’s day.

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Stories of Resilience: Lessons to Be Learned

Fort Hood Tragedy

By Ross Beurmann

I would first like to offer my condolences to the family members of deceased and wishes for a speedy recovery to those injured in the horrific incident that occurred Thursday at Fort Hood Texas.  My heart and thoughts go out to all of you as you put the pieces together in the aftermath of such a brutal event.  A true warrior is ready to give their life for their country but would never expect to get it taken in the peace and sanctity of a US based installation by the hands of one of their own.

Lessons to be LearnedI am writing this entry to shed some light on the Fort Hood shootings from my perspective as well as to show my interview with FOX 5 regarding PTSD and pre and post deployment screenings for Mental Health issues.

I was frightened and angry to learn of such a travesty happening at my last duty station during my service in the US Army.  I was also in complete disbelief.  I kept thinking, how did this assailant gain entry to the post with weapons.  I had only briefly heard about the shooting on the radio on my way home from work.  I finally got in touch with family to find out that the alleged shooter was in fact a member of the US Army.  Immediately I hung up with my family member and called SFC Samuel Dancer, my old platoon sergeant to see if he was OK.  He didn’t answer, and I clutched onto a slice of hope that he was OK and just busy making sure all of his soldiers were OK.  Thankfully I got a Voicemail from him later that evening, everyone was OK from his unit, physically, but I am sure that they were having difficulties dealing with such a heart stopping tragic incident.

I am not going to write about what I think happened, if I think this was stress related, or an act of terror… I will wait for the officials investigating to inform me with evidence on what exactly happened down in Killeen Texas.  I will, however, say that in the wake of every tragedy there is a silver lining.  The FOX interview is evidence of that silver lining, people are going to start talking prevention of PTSD as opposed to treatment.  People will start realizing that a pro-active approach to making our military and military families more resilient to all aspects of military service is needed instead of continuing a reactionary approach.  This awful occurrence can bring forward the discussion of topics that need to be talked about and most importantly acted upon.  I respect Sen. Lieberman’s willingness to invest time and resources into figuring out if this was a terrorist attack, but I feel like that important time and energy should also be spent trying to ensure that nothing like this ever happens again.  Force Protection and increasing security is a band-aid knee jerk reaction to a problem that is more serious than a random violent act by one person.  There are people suffering from PTSD and thousands more that may suffer from PTSD in the future, and there may be a way that technology and hard work can eliminate this problem from our military.

The military needs to come together in this time and rally it’s collective resources to put together a program that will work across all branches of the military to de-stigmatize mental health, get warrior’s and former warriors with PTSD treatment, and ultimately put together a product that will prevent our brave men and women in uniform from suffering from this type of tragedy in the future.

Ft. Hood TwitterI believe that social media outlets should be a part of this solution but it is also necessary to use other tools that will need to be thoroughly researched and evaluated.  This will also need to be accomplished as soon as possible.   I know that with the efficiency and dedication of the people currently working on the resiliency projects in the Army and Air National Guard will help get the job done, but I also know that a joint effort will more quickly enable solution to this issue.

Lastly, my interview. Please forgive me as I was very nervous during this interview but I think the points speak for themselves and are uniformly the position with all of the contributors on this site.

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Stories of Resilience: Lessons to Be Learned

My Enlightening Gaming Experience

By Ross Beurmann

I returned from Iraq in late December 2004. I was in the Persian Gulf region for almost the entirety of 2004 with the 504th Military Intelligence Brigade.  This blog post isn’t about that really, it’s actually about a revelation I made with my wife’s help regarding my gaming habits pre and post deployment.  I know this sounds funny, in fact I actually feel a little strange writing about this due to the lack of importance gaming has on real life to most people, but I will explain what I think is behind my gaming transformation.

Madden 2003

Madden 2003

Pre-deployment I mostly played sports games like Madden 2003 or NHL from EA Sports.  I never got bored of playing with my wife or a friend or even with the computer.  A month before I deployed my wife got me a present which was actually a joke, but she bought me a game about Desert Storm, and since my brother in law was coming into town, she said he could help me train for my deployment.  We started playing taking turns, and it was enjoyable when he was around but not fun to play the 1st or 3rd person shooter type game without the company of a friend. I continued to play sports games mostly and only played shooter games when I was hanging out with my brother in law.

During my deployment I played Ghost Recon on my roommates Xbox.  I had never really played Xbox, as I had been a PlayStation fan, but this game had a Cooperative mode where we could both play at the same time and it was a lot of fun.  It was a great way to spend the time at the desolate remote location like we were in.  We only got a PX at our post 5 months into our stay there.  You know it is a problem when people are fighting to draw convoy duty so they can pick-up stuff at the Baghdad PX.

Metal Gear Solid IV

Metal Gear Solid IV

Post deployment, or what I consider my complete shift away from sports games and becoming mostly a shooter gamer (I use the term “gamer” loosely since I typically reserve that for people who are actually consistently good at games and not people who just really enjoy them like me), I have found myself easily bored of sports games while playing with others, online, or versus the computer.  I recently got rid of all of my sports games.  A friend at work recommended Metal Gear Solid IV to me and since I purchased that I have strictly played only that game along with a few other shooters like Battlefield 1943 and MAG, a game I am currently a Beta Tester for.

Lessons to be LearnedWhat I find is that these games bring me back to when I was deployed.  There is tons of action, explosions, small arms fire, bombers, mortars, air defense, compatriots, and stress.  This stress is short lived and not constant but it is there.  The sounds are there, the graphics are extremely life like.  It brings me back to a place where I felt that what I was doing was important on a global level.  It has instant highs and lows: one round you may do excellent and 5 minutes later at the end of the next round you are completely disappointed with your performance.  It’s a way to get some of the good and bad feelings back from my deployment and without the bad you don’t realize how great the good ones are.  I am sure this sounds odd to those who haven’t experienced a deployment.  It is definitely a unique way to feel when you return home and since for me it has been almost exactly 5 years since my return it obviously has had a long lasting effect on my life.

Ali Manouchehri, another contributor on this site, told me about a study Oxford did regarding Tetris and combating flashback memories in PTSD cases so I read an article about it.  I have never had a flashback, and I do not have a debilitating case of PTSD, but I think that this article is important so I am posting a link to it here: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7813637.stm I can say for sure that my experience serving in the military has changed me, most of the time for the better but I am sure that every change isn’t for the best.

In my opinion, here is the bottom line.  These shooter games allow me to relive things from a time that I am too scared to actually recreate in real life.  These games allow me to have all of the excitement and adrenaline rush of the combat experience without having to be put back into actual harm’s way.  I really enjoyed and miss the Army, so this allows for me to have my family time and the excitement of explosions, bullets, and team work.

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